Thursday, July 21, 2011
能不能够让我们重来一遍 是否对我还有相同感觉,我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈,能不能够让我们回到从,为什麽总在失去後才懂得 才发现你对我最重要, 忘了我们为了什麽理由 才会让你一个人走.
I don't want to regret or be miserable any more
I don't want to regret or be miserable any more
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:00 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Afterall i am not that cruel, there are something that i dont want to do, cause it is really hurting, sometimes i rather keep everything to myself and bear with it.. Even though sometimes its really unbearable i still have to witstand it. I mean i dont like girls who are violent and with some sought of attitude, i've always been like this for the past few years, its hard for me just to change, its way different then wearing clothes.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:38 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
My feelings are fading towards one particular person, i mean it been so long already, i am not sick and tired of anything, but it is just that i've done all i should do, i dont know what else i should do already, i am out of idea... It not like i don't wanna to hold on, but it just seems to be pointless, i tried to be considerate but end up forsaking what i want, i tried taking it step by step and it just doesn't seem to work, i am like i wanna just leave everything there and see how things goes, i just dont want to put in effort and sacrifice for something that is not worth, i mean am i asking for too much, i mean what i even ask for in the first place, i trying keep to the the promise, including unreasonable ones, sometimes its hard, maybe i broke a few promise, but it is better not keeping a single promise at all. I really cant find a good reason to hold on, anyone can help me think of one?
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:29 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
I hate being left behind... Fucking irritating...
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:12 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Long time since i came here, was kinda bored though, needed some privacy, well everyone would have thought that my blog by now would have been dead, i mean who give a damn, just kinda fuck up with life recently i mean, c'mon it already been so long, i mean i know O'level is drawing closer, but at least... haiz nvm... It just sucks you know to see like your best friend always with her boyfriend, just so... Sweet sweet love, i mean its just kinda screwed up when i am like right there, THERE!! I mean all this while i have not been asking for too much, it not like i asking for a kid or something, just some god damn simple things? Seriously am i asking for too much? I mean like no one in the world knows how the fuck to help me, I always helping out with people relationship, but when it come to my own, who;s there to help? I know there are a few who help, someone though i am not gonna mention name, one of my bff, she just rocks, LOlS :P She help the most. Yeah, she save me a lot of times, but in the end there is nothing she can do to help. But still i am very thankful to her :D I know it's like kinda bastard to say how awesome another girl is, but there nothing good i can think off, i dont wanna to make comparisons but based on what people see, it quite obvious actually, so i'll just keep my mouth shut and pretend like nothing has ever happen and i am moving on with life.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:07 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, July 14, 2011
I just dont understand why and i am starting to get sick and tired of it...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:53 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, January 9, 2011
She rocks and you suck that is all i have to say. XD
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:47 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
